{"id":177,"date":"2018-10-03T23:23:30","date_gmt":"2018-10-04T04:23:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wordpress.morningside.edu\/journalism208\/?p=177"},"modified":"2018-11-01T08:36:34","modified_gmt":"2018-11-01T13:36:34","slug":"sing-songy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wordpress.morningside.edu\/journalism208\/2018\/10\/03\/sing-songy\/","title":{"rendered":"Sing-Songy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I looked down into my lap and traced the outlines of the flowers on my dress with my pointer finger. My legs were crossed at the heels and pushed under my metal chair, along with my backpack. My heels dug into the fabric of the pack but I didn\u2019t notice.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Amy Jackson was sitting to my left looking at the itinerary for the celebration. I lifted my eyes from my dress to her. The white lace of her outfit made her eyes look fierce. They sparkled as she scanned the paper in her hands.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Her hair was brushed behind her ears and it only fell to the nape of her neck. She was able to make her pixie cut look sophisticated without much effort.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHey, look. It\u2019s you,\u201d she said as she pointed to my name. It fell under Tyler Nordstrom and Anna Zetterland\u2019s and was preceded with <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Lyrics written by. <\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I stared at where she was pointing.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">My lips tugged into a small smile. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYeah, it is. Tyler said that he and Anna are really excited,\u201d I said.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHave you heard it yet?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cNo, I haven\u2019t. Anna asked if I wanted to hear it yesterday but I wanted to be surprised with everyone else.\u201d My eyes darted to the piano in the corner of the room and back to Amy. \u201cI\u2019m nervous, but I know that they\u2019ll make it sound amazing no matter what.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I folded my hands in my lap and started kneading them together. I pulled my right thumb down between both hands and folded it into my palms. I chewed on the corner of my bottom lip.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cMari!\u201d I heard from behind me. I looked behind my shoulder and my lips turned down at the corners. \u201cMari, this is your poem on the back.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I sighed with relief as I turned and realized it was only Professor Triezenberg. My smile returned. She was perched on the very edge of her seat, leaning forward while sweeping her fingers down the words I had written a year earlier. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYes,\u201d I chuckled, \u201cTyler and Anna are going to perform it today.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI didn\u2019t realize you liked to write poetry,\u201d she said. I merely smiled and nodded my head and turned around. Not many people knew my interest in poetry.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Professor Werden walked to the podium and began to announce the winners of that year&#8217;s <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Kiosk <\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">prizes. I sat glassy-eyed as we heard the champions read their pieces to the audience. One-by-one they took the stage, and one-by-one they left.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I shook my head and the room came back into focus as I heard my name.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI was reading through the poetry selections for this year\u2019s <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Kiosk <\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">and Mari Pizzini\u2019s poem just grabbed my attention,\u201d Anna was saying. I looked up and waved as everyone turned in my direction. My cheeks reddened. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHer poem is written on the back of the brochure if you want to follow along as I sing. I hope you enjoy,\u201d Anna finished. Her smile was almost as bright as the plastic-y gemstones that covered her knee-length skirt. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She stepped back so she was in line with the piano and turned to nod at Tyler, who was sitting on the piano bench. He dipped his head down and ran his fingers across the keys, coming to a stop at Middle C. Then he played. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Their song flowed with key after key, and Anna\u2019s voice soon joined the serenade. With each word, my head moved slowly towards my hands in my lap. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Painfully scrolling <\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">brought my hand to my cheek. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Bloodstained thoughts and dreams <\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">broke my heart again. A tear streaked down my cheek and my neck, landing in my lap.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I squeezed my eyes shut, tightly, as Anna continued to sing. 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