For my final blog I thought it would be appropriate to discuss my personal religion, Christianity, and my personal relationship with God. There came a time in my life where I was mad at God. I felt as if he had placed me on the wrong path in life. One bad thing after another fell in my path, and I felt as if God had turned on me. Although, throughout the struggles, I never stopped believing he would always be there for me, and would someday, sooner or later, turn everything around for the better.
Last January my dad was diagnosed with esophageal cancer, and I thought my life would never be the same. I was right, but in a different way than I previously assumed. Although I originally reacted by being mad at God, I realized he was the person I should be turning to for help in my time of need. This strengthened my relationship with God and ultimately led me through my struggles. I knew I could talk to God at anytime, about anything, and he would understand, and guide me with the right mind-set.
This impacted my life by allowing me the chance to change my life forever. I have gained a whole new perspective on the life God had given me. When my dad was sick, I found a new appreciation for the life I was living, because you never know when it may end. I learned to take nothing for granted, because the next day it may not be there. I also was enlightened with the knowledge that everything does happen for a reason. And although at times it seems as if there is no way to justify it, in the end it may change your life. I know that God will always be part of my life, and I know he will continue to be there for me, as long as I continue to believe in his unending powers.